just ate a bun with a fork

This exam we're having, SPM is coming in another 3 fucking weeks lol. It used to be another 3 more years, 3 more months but not anymore. We just finished our mock exam like 3 hours ago. And I'm actually sitting here now, chillin'. I know I should continue feeling all tensed up for SPM but nope. Because my mom's in Europe, cutting herself some slack and I just wish that she is here so she can nag me so efficiently that I can unleash myself from this chair and go study 'cause I really can't feel even a teensy bit of freedom right now, and it's getting more and more wrong every second I'm sitting here. Alright I'm sounding so depressed right now I should stop 'cause I wouldn't want you to feel the same too.

The Perks Of Being a Wallflower has released, I know. H&M in Kuala Lumpur has opened too, I know. Sometimes it's really depressing that everything you love is just freaking out of your reach. I'm unable to attend H&M's opening sounds very reasonable and commonly fine 'cause I'm here and they are there. But one thing that is not tolerable is that I'm unable to watch The Perks Of Being a Wallflower online! I know it sounds pathetic but they just haven't uploaded the movie yet. The only reason I'm searching it hi and lo on the internet is that the movie isn't available in Malaysia's theaters.