So this holiday went pretty groggy and fine. Nothing is wrong. Until when it's time for me to sleep, which is practically around 1am. The real nightmare happens when i got to bed. Every humiliating things i did in year 2011 flashes back right before me eyes. All those things I've done which i hoped no one seems 'em got me back at reliving them again and again. All those words i wish i never had said won't stop reciting by my ears like the radio. Things i should have done this year but didn't got me at regretting every night. And especially all those What Ifs, hell it's drives me nuts. Suffering 'em all got me up till 2am or sometimes 3.
When will this curse be lifted.
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