Just the way you look tonight

I feel so terrible for not writing anything for such a long time. There are too much wonderful things going on and I just don't have the courtesy to blog. I want to tell you what's been happening, okay so I got my driver's license, fyesss! I've been driving to school ever since but with my dad siting besides me, he'll drive it back afterwards. Staying alert during lectures is getting crucial but at the same time, hard cause I'm always in pants! How do you expect me to pay attention in class with I'm wearing PANTS LOL. I'm kidding I don't mean to sound wrong in a way. Okay moving on, it'll always hit me everytime when i remember that it's still February. I don't know why but I can swear on the bible that it feels like July already cause so much has happened and time travels like lightning here i promise. And I just got back from Singapore last week, I went there for a Chinese New Year vacation. I'm currently reading On the Road by Jack Kerouac. I think the perks of being a wallflower is getting mainstream cause seems like everyone wants to read it, loves to watch it, it's not special anymore. Fuck how fast good things are introduced and loved in just a small period of time. Fuck the people who shared too much. I realized there's this 'pilak' side of me... Don't ask me how and why cause I don't feel like sharing it's so personal.

I feel like posting my Singapore trip's photos in my next post cause, don't we all just love photos?!

towards another hemisphere

sonder

n. the realization that each random passerby is living a life as vivid and complex as your own—populated with their own ambitions, friends, routines, worries and inherited craziness—an epic story that continues invisibly around you like an anthill sprawling deep underground, with elaborate passageways to thousands of other lives that you’ll never know existed, in which you might appear only once, as an extra sipping coffee in the background, as a blur of traffic passing on the highway, as a lighted window at dusk.

Poor old Johnny Ray

School started since Tuesday. My current school is in IS and so far I'm doing just right. This first week was orientation week so I was awkward all the day. But I survived, yeahh. I'll drop by at Tshung Tsin everyday for taking the shuttle bus to IS, but still, I'm missing TTSS more and more. I miss wearing a skirt to school since in IS, we're wearing jeans and pants all the time. I miss the hallways, the contagious people, the choices of food we had, every smudges on our table, how my table had unstable and shaky legs, I miss how are the people sitting around us were constant because it was arranged by the teachers and changing seats personally was in some way rebellious to the teachers, I miss the school rules as well because that kept us "in shape", another reason why I miss TTSS is because, as ridiculous as this might sound, it's always so sunny there! This can go on forever but just to sum it all up, I miss every nooks and crannies of TTSS, it can be more but not less.

There went my eulogy for TTSS. Since I'm planning to blog one for long. I was wanting to blog an eulogy for 2012 too but since I've spent 70% of my waking minute in TTSS, there is really nothing left in that 30% for me to write about. Unless you want to hear me reminiscing about how I bath my dog every Sunday or how hard it was for me to fall asleep sometimes at night. NO you wouldn't want to hear that so here I'll end my post. See you soon!

liking possibilities

Past few days I've been attending this youth camp organized by KK Harvest Church, which is Fui Mui's camp. Everybody in that camp knew each other since forever and I was the only newbie during the entire camp, but I was not completely lonesome 'cause I had Fui Mui ♥. Throughout the whole process I did make some friends, not much but just enough. The reason I joined it's because I heard that they'll be going to Shittim Camp and I thought it would be fun and I wanted to do something new.

So these are the pictures yayyy. The person in charge of the Camp took these photos of us and uploaded on Facebook without our permission. This is one serious stalker. So these pictures aren't mine they are from Facebook. I will not upload all the pictures to my blog because either I wasn't at my best facial expression, or some pictures are just not appropriate enough. 'not appropriate enough' as in, very wrong. Okay I hope you get what I mean.

Facial expression wasn't at best was at least I managed to strike a pose lul.

We got to play ALL the station games and I woke up the next day with my whole body sore from head to toe. And not to mention the bruises and scratches here and there.

Might not seem much but actually there's much more mosquitoes bites at the back of my legs. It.itches.eff.

It's New Year's Eve people! :***

Happy Christmas Eve!

Summing up my weekends. All pics are from Ellie and my iPod. Those low quality pics were taken from my iPod.

being 14 all over again

 

I think it's garlic bread, with brinjal on top

 salmon risotto

Maroon tights. Not purple okay. Not purple. Never purple. Gross.

like a dark star

I've lost my interest in nail art. I didn't lose all but quite much. I don't know why I lost it, honestly I ADORE nail stuffs since I was young, like 8. Normally during long breaks like this one I'm having right now, I would splatter myself all over youtube searching for inspirations or tutorials for nail art. But this time I just spend most of nights laying in bed like a cat browsing instagram and twitter. Back then I would change my nail color every 2 days even when I'm staying at home, nails aren't chipped yet, not meeting people or not going anywhere at all. Just now And I repainted my nails because it chipped. I repainted it with 2 layers of very simple orange peach, and I didn't consider of drawing prints onto it. I don't know what's gotten into me I used to get so excited every night, anticipating and picking what color should I paint :(

i like trains

I like trains. Those old steam trains. Not LRTs or monorails those shits. Just love those noisy and dark trains in Harry Potter  which you have to burn charcoals to keep them running. I think they're pretty, I really do. Airplanes are just as fine but I don't like being jet lagged, also airplanes are so civilized they can't be classified as beautiful in my opinion. A long ride on the train would really be nice. You know how people thinks that a ride on the train will lead you to fateful encounters? omg such corny bullshit lul. Nah I like steam trains just for the sake of the train itself, they're so antique and old. So vintage it's beautiful. The last train ride I've bee on was last year but I actually fell asleep during the ride dafug. So I would totally want to ride again with my eyes open this time.